Talk to Urologist on Erection Problem

from 2016 to 2019 i used to do execcesive masturbation and used to watch a lot of pornography. however in 2020 i limited masturbation from last month onwards i have this thing. i feel like my penis is a dead thing when i try to apply pressure or something to move it i can barely do it and when i try to get it hard when im sitting down its as if my penis is rotating 180 degress and getting hard. i can get hard occasionally not all ways but not how i used to be and i have a curve on my penis wether flaccid or erect. this curve is towards left side and upside. when i lie down and try to masturbate my penis cant stand straight it falls to one side along with my testicles my testicles also move towards left or right when i lie down trying to masturbate. i can ejaculate normally and can get hard but it takes a bit more time to get aroused then previously.i cant afford doctor neither can i tell my parents about it i come from a semi conservative family. pls if someone could literally help