Talk to Psychiatry on Low Confidence Level

salam, main Apne bachpan se apne look ki waja se kafi pareshan hon, bachpan se log tokte the, acne ki waja se , dark skin etc, bachpan se bhot shy hon , ksi se nazar mila k bat nh kr pata, kisi girl k sath nh bat kr pata, kisi se conversation nh kr pata, or koi function main dance wgera nh kr pata, dil tez hojati hai, khof rehta hai, muje esa lgta hai muje log judge kr rahe hain, main ne hand practice be bhot ki hai, sexual issues be hain , main dusre young larkon se alag hon, mera behaviour alag hai, face pe smile nh rehti hmesha rehta hon, mere shoulders pe muscle mass nh hai, stomach pe fat zyada hai, fitness nh hai, beard proper nh arai, acnes hote rehte hain, or estrogen harmone zyada hai testosterone level kam hai, digestion problems be hain, abi antidepressants be khara hon per is se koi khas farq nh hai bhot elaj kraya hai, ab kch saj nh ara kia kron ??