Talk to Urologist on Musht Zani

AOA meri age 30 saal hai mjhe Lagta hai k me masturbation ka aadi ho rha .. 30 Saal main me kbi ksi sy physical nhi howa na masturbation ki last one year sy zada problem aa rahi.. ghr walo ko shadi ki kehta hon wo shadi b nhi Kar rahy Kuch samj nhi aa Raha kya kru porn Ka aaadi bnTa jaa Raha .. har 10 15 din bad porn Dekh kr masturbation krny ki adat ho gai.. is Kam Ka bad bhot rota hon Allah sy mafi mangta hon toba krta hon lakin phir b nhi choot rahi.. aisa lgta hai jaisy koi khench k porn or masturbation ki traf lay jata hai.. ghr walo kaisy samju mjhe partner ki zroort hai jis sy me apni akhrit bacha sku or mentally toor par fresh feel kru.. mera sawal ye hai 30 sal ki age me b is cheez k side affects hain?? is sy pehly kbi aisa Kam nhi Kiya.. or is Ka ilaj kya. please koi rehnmai Kar dy thanks